alright !
i know i cried alot today .
i was super down .
i thought i could be strong & act friendly with him .
but ......... i cant ? :(
started with school , saw him straightaway .
super happy (:
went back class , tricia talked to me , i cried :(
went to sit beside him .
wrote him something , he nod his head .
i jiu immediately cry .
dash to toliet .
i think he dunno .
tricia went to console him , i hope he understand .
does ppl look upon me as a bitch ?
why am i hooking on this guy when he say he already dun wan me to wait for him .
but i just give every of his friend , A SMILE (:
ima no going to force him .
i dunmind even ue only have one day out & that day is not reserve for me .
i dunmind ur everything .
just in school , a little bit of ur time will be enough .
i will have no regrets .

i guess lot of ur friends know already ?
will they gossip about me ? :(
i hope no .
alright , went recess & talk to jiunjye ,
cry when mentioning about ue .
ima just a EMO BITCH :o
YOU ARE RIGHT , my world will be emo without ue .
ue know i miss ur everything ? T.T
&& i hope ue still read my blog , & will wake up to ur senses .
lets us prove that we will be happy sticking with each other .
dun think about all the negative sides .
& dun put the blame on ue .
ima at fault too ,
in the first place , i play along with ue .
but feelings turn out serious .
ue know ur pen is still with me .
& i treat it so important ?
& ue are using mine too :B
I CAN STUDY WITH YOU .
I CAN REVISE WITH YOU .
i want you back .
those sweet days , ue want to forget ?

& saw wenxiong at hg mrt .
had a few chats & i left .
us by breaking up is right .
we both look much happier .
& yeaps , the guy is part of the reason .

& friends , sorry for not telling you all about me .
bcos once i mention , tears roll down again .

& melchers , gald that ue are back to school .
& we are great friends now .
he cock with me about his work .
damm IDIOT .
earn too much $$ .

& ohya , weiyeow ask me to mention that he break some plates -.-

& MIKE LIM , ue still care bout me ?
I WILL WAIT .