EMO IS COOL .
ima feeling real down this few days .
& sorry if i neglect my friends ;X
crying endlessly .
currently talking to IVAN on msn -.-
whatever .
a new friend .
he just alibaba over there .
alright , trying not to cry .
lesson was fine for all .
& thanks that ue help me take book , i help ue too .
but urs dropped LOL !
in actions but hais .
i accidentally shout MIKE when ima actualy calling mengsoon LOL .
SKIPPED *
after school , wanting to talk to him but he surrounded with friends .
alright !
walked with him & talked .
went up staircase bcos he want to smoke .
talked , cried & persuade him .
he just say its oks .
even if she play him ?
dunno laas .
i tried to stop those stupid tears from rolling down .
I JUST LOVE THIS GUY SO DAMM MUCH !
& stop pushing me back & ask me go find ben or melchers .
bcos i cant let you go .
& stop pushing me away .
& boy , dun smoke too much . tkcare of ur health .
i may not always remind you .
&& i want to treasure you once again .
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU .
i wanted to hug you & say into ur ears , boy i will wait for you as long as i can .
but cant -.-
bcos you are not mine now .
but i hope it wil be fast .
went up , cry like fk .
thanks michele & anna for waiting for us to talk finsh .
& i cry dao very ugly .
went to find wenxing .
talked to him ,
I told him I REALLY ♥ that guy .
& he say i seems so bitchy writing all this in my blog -.-
fuck him .
he say bcos why must i take the first move when the guy duncare me :(
I DUNCARE .
& lendl or jiali , ue both really likdat say mehs ?
sorry wenxiong , i think we be friends better .
bcos i can talk to ue so freely now .
last time still must hide dat kind de .
went home after half an hour .
typed 12 pages of text msg to HIM .
i gonna wait & with no regrets .
we be friends but deep down ima waiting .
SMILE (:
was supposed to meet zhiyong , but fk him .
ask him go fly kite laas nabei .
& tricia just told me something , ue must be happily consoling her right now ba .
although ILY , but to see you happy , i will be contented .
really have a nice talk , at least i said everything out .
& i hope ue understand how I FEEL .
lots of ppl been sad now .
LESBO , TWINNIE , TRICIA .
& twinnie say she will like crying when she saw me today .
weirdo ~
CHEER UP MANNN !
punk's not dead .
LOVE really cant be explained .
i told tricia today , the more i look at him , the more i cant explain why I ♥ him .
ppl saying him not good or what , I DUNCARE .
& have some sense of shame .
&& we gonna be friends now , let him calm down , think it through .
i will just wait .
tml start act friendly with him (:
my attitude really sucks totally , sorry .

& boy ,
dun ask me go back to th two guys bcos 我会等你重新再来爱我 ♥

& _____ ,
treasure relationship well & of cos him .
he waited for you 11 mths .
if you not gonna choose him , let him know .
bcos he's waiting for no outcome .
that's so silly of him .
& it pains me to see him like this .

pics for yesterday .
gotten the emo pics from LESBO .























BOY , I WILL WAIT TILL THE END ><