my com is down again .
connection prob -.-

SATURDAY ~

went mingyang's chalet .
snap pics , talked , gossip , walk here & there .
almost sleep .
its too early that we go .
everybody reached ard evening LOL !
went beach with anna & co .
ren those stupid "tears" .
i thought i was strong .
great timing indeed .
den went back chalet .
sit dowwn , eat .
they both came :(
still say HELLO to her .
friendly (:
den after that they walk off , tears dropped .
went to farfar away .
cry dao contact lens drop ;x
smk & smk x.x
cry & cry .
den mengsoon came & they went off .
HE STILL HELP HER TAKE BAG T.T
mingyang cut cake , eat & went out to see taiji .
snap pics with lots of peepo .
bus to find liling's friend buy beer .
den cabbed down to lynn's house .
drink & went home ard 2 am .
happy birthday mingyang ;D

SUNDAY ~

worked & went bugis with co .
bought a scarf nia .
went swensens eat , den mrted to kovan & bused to serangoon that side .
with kenny , ziwei && so on .
go play pool .
lol , me & michele never play .
liling play nia .
bused home after that .

TODAY ~

went school ,
see both of them exchange bag again .
happily ehs .
think how i feel laas .
you think only you sad nia mehs ?
other ppl ard you which is having all this probles lehs ?
you still have him when you are sad .
me lehs ?
:(
try to concentrate in class .
den sisters tell me something that happens in toliet .
you eventually see her change shorts ?
i dun believe that ;x
i dunno laas .
disappointed & real hurt .
why are you both doing this ?
to show what ?
or to make me give up ?
you care about her sad stuffs , what about me ?
ima nothing ?
deserve to be hurt & cry like fuck ?
ppl having good relationship are enjoying laas .

XoXo , happily waiting for 17 days .

photos up tml .

& girl ,
i dunwish you to get hurt too .
i know you are upset & also need someone .
but dun ever toy anybody .
i hope we still can be friends .
i dunwan to lose a friend .

& boy ,
no more forcing you .
hais .
i will just wait.