okay , jus back from work .
supposed to call zhiyong now .
but wtf .?
he's sleeping ;x
i having a spinning headache now .
i almost faint during work just now -.-
i think not enough sleep .
tml busy again laas !
everything is getting out of hand .
sister's just parted likdat ?
& nobody regret -.-
i realise i neglect & take their love for granted .
never mind , just blame it on me .
if by me tagging her blog , have to lose trust on me .
den so be it .
everybody have their own friends .
everything , you can blame it on me .
since so many ppl are blaming me alrdy .
& really thanks to those that care :D
or you need some loyal people ?
you need me to be one of it ?
I CAN ;]
i msn you today , as in talking to myself .
never mind .
i have the heart to ask you back .
means you can have the heart to reject it .
i dunmind .
bcos for other sisters , ima not sure about them ?
i admit i din treasure the chance to talk to you last time but i regret it now !
although its too late .
but never mind .
i think ima having some sickness that i dun dare to tell mom about it T.T
pray hard that nothing will happen & i wun die so early ;x
we girls still walking & joking happily .
the facts might now be what you see .
grow up mannnn !
i have to try being alone (:
& i no need any fake care & concern from YOU bcos i know you are eventually talking behind my back & blaming everything on me right ?
who doesnt have problems ?
say that ima stupid instead .
defencing & put in good words for you .
when ppl are blaming you or gossiping about you .
alright peeps , pls dun trust me anymore .
i cant be trusted .
nobody seems to change back to last time ?
FRIENDS ?
maybe we are now ?
perhaps ima sensitive too ?
when will we have the chance to sit down & sort everything out ?
ima only the one at fault ?

i promise i wont take you girls for granted .
but maybe somday , i will choose to leave (:

XoXo , stop haolian-ing .