A sentence to start out for today's blog ,
NEVER CRY FOR OLD LOVE ANYMORE .
maybe this applies to tricia too .

BENJAMIN CHEN WENXIONG ;

i contact you for the whole day for yesterday .
i purposely dunwan work just to meet you bcos we never meet for one week plus .
you wake up telling me that you sleep for the whole day .
& your bloody msg is so fucking dead & cold .
i shld say , i have no intention of patching back .
but still , seeing you is happy (:
meet you today , ignore me all the way & play with your maple .
fine about that ,
tell me some rubbish by i haven give up HIM den we are harrassing each other , no point ? zZz
its like so hurtful can ?
i cry like ~!@#$%^&*()_+
I thought I AM I AM , the one at wrong bcos i still cant forget him .
& made you wait so long , i appologize .
told you that we better dun contact anymore .
but you know what i saw ?
a girl's photo as your idiotic wallpaper .
totally out of words .
i leave your hse , you din bother to hold me back .
even slam the door .
& you blame me for pushing all the blame to you , never find out properly .
i contact sharon , grudging bout you .
i wanted to revenge ,
but she knew everything .
SHE TOLD ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU !
she called me !
ask me not to contact you , & she will deal with you .
i plead her not to , it hurts me to see you in a sorry state .
i told her , let you be !
i keep ask you dun play online games too much , those girls will get onto your hook .
you dun listen :X
i din know i was such a lousy girlf in the past when we are tgt !
why you keep finding/hong girls ?
why din you let me know about my points ?
if no more feelings , tell mea earlier .
IF you say a sorry now & seriously mean it , i guess i will forgive you !
if you promise me not to find girls anymore , i will TRY to forget him :[
we can start afresh .
i dunmind anything seriously .
you just told me that honging girls is tiring with sweet-talks .
you said you want to stop , i hope you will .
you said you still LOVE me , i hope you mean it !
tml i will wait for you to contact me , & give you a last chance to speak out for yourself .
A LAST CHANCE , i mean it !
i wanted to hong guys back to let you be guilty , a voice telling me .
I CANT make another mistake , i flirt him in the first place but feelings turn out true . shall see for tml (:

ima quite busy this week ,

MONDAY , meet you !
TUESDAY , meeting up pri sch friends/do f&n research !
WEDNESDAY ,having service course(will be paid).
THURSDAY , jurong with girlfriends .
FRIDAY , either one day meeting up jiayu , melanie & co .
SATURDAY , working .
SUNDAY , meeting up beryl ♥ .

have to snap lots of pics .(:

work just now is okay .
cash float short of 100 bucks ,
zZz
will be paying 30 bucks , haiis .
can buy one formal top !
$$ gone .
have to praise winnie lahs , paying 45 bucks while meiqiong also 30 bucks .
noble magnager ,
have to earn that 30 bucks back ><
WORK MORE !
disturb/crap with working mates .
disturb shalen's clossing , fight outside delifrance .
weet-you-weet .
blahs .

someone faster help me get out of r/s stuffs .
when relationship stuffs crops up ,
GIRLS will always blame guys & push everything to them .
while guys will kee quiet & take the blame .
suddenly realise that nothing is fair :0

XoXo , i know i wasnt a nice girlf .
but times change , you will get used .
&& JOLYN IS BACK TO US ALREADY .
so girls , treasure each other .
open up both hands to welcome her back ?
& peeps , jio me out uhs !
IMA BORED !

我没资格再谈爱了 。
爱情根本就是那么伤
decided to totally give up LOVE once everything turns out bad .
nobody are there to console me , friends are always turning around .
keep caring about one person .
be it you or you , its just a fact that I HAVE TO CLOSE MY BLOG .
who knows those pain & toughness ?
i dun see my name in anybody blog asking me to cheer up =l
that explains how impt am I ?
but not impt at all !
WINNIE remind me something that i din talk to her about LOVE for long .
i had totally no words for everything .
让你们自己来决定吧 ;

&& andrea's present is finally done ,
mom & cousins help alot .
tired uhs .
thanks peeps :D