A question to starts out for th post .
Why can we humans always console others & not used those consoling words on ourself ?
I mean not all because there's some exception like Chuan Ho ?
girlfriends saying that CHUAN HO can be a very good consuelor to himself & others !
find it weird mentioning about HIM =x
we're like not close at all .
but people find him to talk when they's having some stuffs occupied in their mind .

please cheer up , dearest TRICIA & Mr someone <3
will not reveal about your stuffs , it's very private .
I'm so surprised that I can send you a long consoling text , which I din use all this words on myself . Remember that all times , everything will be within out of your hand . You cant control your future , mind . Obstacles are always there for you to overcome , makes you grow up . Never say about a time machine or If we can go back to the past . Because all this dont exist , It's only "IF CAN" . Bear this in mind . Dont find faults on yourself . NObody is perfect at all -.- & I did tell you never consider a fling with guys at all because you knows th feeling of being duped & cheated . Check it out th dictionary people , FLING = fun & pleasure . Obviously , that's totally out of fun that you want to get . Will you be pleased somehow ?
I'm always here ! I text you today telling my sucky feeling right at that moment & I super hardcore missing him lahs >< What's friends for ? I'm waiting for you to entertain me .

Work in the morning .
drag my FOOT to work .
ROARS ~
dont feel like going but in order to kill time , Do I like have a choice ?
alright , my craps's here again .
during past few days/weeks , I will call him before I go work .
without fail D:
No more for today onwards ):
I tried to control my tears but somehow I think WINNIE TAN saw it :X
she thought that I miss meiqiong -.-
LIKE so super lame lahs ! ><
anyway , WINNIE is a very nice person to talk to .
I talk to her about HIM before .
asking whether should I be with HIM during that time ?
& we didnt meet before .
talk about HIM again , SHE somehow scolded me :[
saying I'm like naive in relationship .
repeating that I'm th one that is filled with saddness , crying like nobody's business . But do the someone knows/cares or even give a damm ?
I find this very true .
I really envy long last relationship .
example like sheela & his boyfriend .
Going to five years alrdy & ROM soon .
She told me , you have to go through all this step by step to grow up .
God plans for us everything , We wont know what's next .
din really eat during break time , had soup .
somehow , he replied something that really make me super BWG =X
I know we're together for awhile so not much feeling .
& you already let go lerhs ):
but not easy for me .
anyway , a satisfied answer , I can say xD
after work , went home & bathe .
& off to meet GIRLS !
had delifrance , shared *
craps .
& void deck with ANNA .
I read my storybook & she do her homework .
& she keep making stupid faces just to make me LOL !
went home around 8pm .
continue my storybook when reach home .
halfway through lerhs (:
totally BORED day =x
SENTOSA soon alright GIRLS ?
& lastly , I really gets jealous easily .
The feeling aint great .
My sore eyes is getting worse , & eyebags too .
late sleep & sleepless night !

& dearest BOY ,
But please call me up for a chat often like last time .
For now , maybe no more LOVE ?
It's just plainly I missed you <3
YES , I will cling on to you/the past at this moment .
maybe for just awhile ?
there's times that I feel like calling you up , just to hear your voice will eventually do . I really din cherish those days . We talk on phone so much , I din really pay attention to you & always makes you jealous . Saying woahs , cute guys & hong-ing BOYBOY ;/ I keep on make you knowing that you're already jealous . but I'm really gald that you care .
will not stress you anymore as you're like having tons of problems with your friends.
remember , I'm always here .!

Can a kind soul pass me a chopper , I feel like chopping those bitches's head down !
think highly & so proud of themself .
dont make a wild guess , I'm not refering to you :]

XoXo , somehow we need to grow up to think/learn better .
Stop being like a kid .
Be a nice person & SMILES :D
somehow , I'm happy/contented now (:

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Pearlynn ,
cookies .
I promise to tag you & I did ! (:
touched enough ?