Compare the following two ;

She choose to leave .
After so long , friendship is not special but fragile .
Bcause of a small quarrel , I didnt blame her .
Nor do anything to force her leave .
No one is blaming her , nobody thinks she is the bad one .
But yet , her choice .
I already try TRIED to pull her back to this friendship .
I already lower down my pride & ask her to come back .
But she has a nice boyfriend now .
Let her choose then ..
You want/wish me to name you as friend ?
Alright friend , this is to you .
I've help you alot , i dont expect a thanks .
The past matter , I let everything go .
You're the first friend , I've done so much for .
The first friend , i rush to your house once you call me crying .
You're the first , trust/believe me .
I didnt badmouth you !
We both might be at fault .
I'm sorry .
The rest , blame it on me if you think I'm the causes of it .
I alrdy try TRIED my best .
I didnt even blame her .
Open your heart & know more about us .
Friends/Girlfriends ?
You choose .
I dont understand why I'm so vexed about this matter .
Trying to think of ways to find you , the usual you back .
I can even blame myself .
We gone through 4 years !
Not any 4 days or 4 months .
Everytime when people are trying to leave , you did try to pull them back .
Use this on yourself .
Mark this 4 years.
After tons of quarrels , we're still back to BFF .
Prove that , the greatest + bestest one .
Goodbye .

I let go of eveything now . (:
Stay overnight at michele's house yesterday .
Disturb her from sleeping , sleep at 4am .
Slacking with zhiyong before that .
Another heart to heart talk .
Thanks alot special friend .
Handle/Balance your problems well too .

; I choose the hardest way .
Bye friend .