cried awhile today .
dunno how come .
but ima alright .


talked about sister stuff today ~
3 years plus we gone through ,
everything is still the same .
talk about trust , forgive & forget .
its still the same .
& 3 years le , tricia's mao is still so many .
just for laugh LOL !
i sort of trust everybody .
only some not that trust , but still share with them my secrets & troubles :(
never talk about disband it bcos once this word say out .
it isnt for joke , ue know ?
evrybody will have those that mean so important to them whereas some is not that important . but still sisters ;D nobody is close & undersatnd everybody .
that's what life is .
not all is perfect .
anyway , dun care about gossip & live our life ahead .
we choose our own life .
forget all those past , who doesnt have dirty & embarrased past ?
there is something that you will regret in life for sure .
regardless of friendship , relationship or even some close pals ?
i agree/don agree with what jolyn says about all sisters .
she is abit too harsh but she is quite true sometimes .
asking about "sister important ma" ?
i din answer bcos i cant get the answer at all .
our mouth say impt but actions ?
it shows the other way round ?
if impt , why do we still have so much conflicts ?
i understand some have stead & some working & some have to be home early .
we cant even have a chance to sit down tgt for long .
recess , no chance sometimes .
after school , no need say .
all disappear .
we shldnt blame them that have stead .
alright !
that's all for now .
life ahead , lead it & move on .

peepo keep saying i encourage ppl but not myself .
ima still upset :(
ima wondering you both tgt alrdy ?
see you tag her blog like haiis :(
i said i envy tricia & ms behaviour .
how nice would it be if you treat me like this .
so concern throughly .
thinking the negative sides now T.T
do you still care about me ?
or you only pity me ?
I KNOW YOU LOVE HER ! :(
what can i do but just smile when see both of yo ?.
你默默的关心我 ， 已经足够了 。
i just act like a fool entertaining everybody ;x
lots of peepo telling me to go for it .
they will support me & so on .
but he's telling me to give up .
but I WILL WAIT !
ima super devoted to this guy for dunno why ?
i talk to others about our sweet happens , i will super miss it & happy (:
i keep on ask peepo whr are you when ue went missing ?
their answer = with her .
haiyos .
i dun blame you both .
& peepo telling me that ue still care (:
but isit in a way of sympathy ?
or you truely care .?
BOY , be frank & dun hide your feelings .
if you in a mess , think it through .
ur phone bills come alrdy ?
bomba ?
really sorry if that .
my phone bills still haven come LOL !
those expensive calls & msg .
we both dunmind about that . ;D
& ima super craving for pasta now .
lick up ur sliva peepo .
i tell mom that ima still growing .
cant be blamed !

XoXo , I ♥ bangalah .
happy waiting for 10 days (: