Dead somehow `

Rot at tricia house till 10.30pm .
Just reach home .
had been busy occupying my mind & ownself with WORK .
very tired ):

Just where are you when I need you so HELLLLLLL much :(
If I didnt reply those comments & tags , I'm afraid you will just go like that -.-
But , If you will , super sadddddd lahs TT
thousands of words cant explain my feelings , but I will always be here .
As a friend or even a lover (:
I promise to quit all those bad things , FOR YOU :]
Let's see how long I can hold on to , I believe I can ! #
I will wait till you realise .

Family ?!?
idk what to say .
Granny is coughing badly , I should be fifial .
but hate it when she COMPLAINS .
But for my own good .
forgiven .
Daddy , not a close relationship .
He express his LOVE in a very wrong way .
not very used to being close terms with him since young .
'But I know he cares .
Mummy is so great lahs .
(:
Very gald that they didnt control me .
Freedom I always ask for ~
thanks dad & mom .
Father's Day this sunday ,
shall see what to get .
all this actions , I really hate to go home .
wanted to tonTON ~

SISTERS ?
Sorry for neglecting you , JOLYN ng .
About being close with tricia ,
It's just that she knows what's happening to me .
& we didnt talk much .
But Iloveyou & that's for true .
Hope we didnt drift apart much (:
& hoping for your understanding .
will be back to you soon ! :D
remmeber our everyday phone call chats ?
No more lerhs ):
It's true I & tricia close .
But I wont neglect you alright ?
I'm always here for you , just a mile away .
I will still rush to your house like that time .
when you call me crying :S

XoXo , stressing things out o:
Hope things work out well .
thanks for kelvin TING concern .
your text makes me real happy/touched (:

Tags replied -

pris ,
yar true indeed .
back tonight ?
let's talk on msn soon (:
Life , never easy to walk .

Tricia ,
really thanks for this few days .
been occupying your time .
Let me know If I've been too noisy talking about HIM D:
anyway , nice talk at bus stop .
think through those words (:
USEFUL guys will be enough .
& hold on to this important guy in your life now .
I will wait for him to realise , I can .
Nothing must happen to you .
You must be there for me when I fall ;x
remmeber ?
& hope nothing gonna affect .
It's a fact that we are close but we're not going to neglect anyone right ?

Sometimes , boyfriend can be a little important than FRIENDS .